Argh omg seems like SOME THINGS are really affecting me cos I don't seem to really care bout exams and stuff anymore. I seriously won't mind dying from swine flu or smth cos dying's a part of life and everybody's going to die anyway. Yknow just now on the bus on the way home I was imagining what would happen if a lorry were to speed the red light and plough right into the side of the bus where I'm sitting.

(This part will be a bit gory) Can you imagine, it'll become like a real horror movie. Broken pieces of glass sticking out of the top of your head like a durian, penetrating your skull and puncturing your brain, causing a mass of blood to trickle out of the wound(s) and veins in your eye bursting till it fills with blood (saw this off Sak's blog), then your legs arms and body would be crushed till they become pancakes, and you'll find your knee turned round 180 degrees with your feet facing you and pieces of broken bone jabbing out of your skin. Then maybe your intestines would all be squished out like mashed potato cos of the crushed body and then you'll find yourself sitting in a pool of shit, urine, vomit and blood cos you were so shocked you'd have let everything go at once. (If you're going like EWWW here, who asked you to read this part.)

Hahah. And the back of my knees are super sticky and itchy no matter how many times I soap and powder them! And sometimes they're so itchy that i scratch then the skin breaks and it turns all red and raw and painful but I wouldn't know that it were painful while scratching cos the brain's quite lag and it takes quite a while for the brain to register the pain. I realise how I sound like a mental patient now. Hahah I'm not okay! I'm perfectly sane, just like to think and visualise stuff alot even though I'm secretely scared of horror movies :)

And so I digress...

Anyway, today was quite an interesting day. For a start, SS and Chem sucked real bad. I was clueless about what SS was about (unlike the other people) till today, and doing the Chem paper made me realise how basic my knowledge of Chem actually is. Walao eh, Mrs L i m said that if you could do all the worksheets she gave you would be able to do the chem paper easily but I wasn't able to! My answers were like half-complete, probably cos I was too sleepy so my mind just went blank.

Omg. Didn't really try to save it though, and to sooth my stressed nerves I just burried myself in Thanks For The Memories by Cecelia Ahern. Btw I've finished reading the 489 page book and I only started last night :P It's damn good lah I swear. Almost made me cry, made me miss someone, and it was super touching. The Lakehouse (movie I watched yesterday) starring Sandra Bullock and Keanu Reeves was super good - damn touching and cry-worthy(even though I didn't cry, too bad hahah) Hahaha and X-Men 3 was exciting, ONLY at the war scene and the part where Jean killed the professor. Basically I like seeing Jean make stuff disintegrate. LOL.

Oh ya I forgot to blog bout what I saw just now!

After going out to Wisma and Taka just now with Alicia F and Rachel Y (Btw there was this damn nice dress! I don't wear dresses but that one was especially nice okay!), while walking outside Taka to the bus stop I saw this super tall tranny talking to a HK woman (dono if she's also a tranny) wearing pink mini shorts, heels, a tight white shirt, had long hair, wore make up (and v dark lipstick)...and he/she was talking in a SUPER DEEP voice, like some bass person. Omg man, I was like O_O

Then on the bus back there was this woman who dropped her ezlink card onto the steps on the bus, and when the bus turned her ezlink card slipped through the gap in the door on the road. Then she turned around looking for her Ezlink and was wondering how it mysteriously "vanished into thin air". Then there was another guy wearing a cap who thought he just saw magic cos the Ezlink card mysteriously disappeared. Hahah. Too bad I was rushing to get down at the next stop if not I'd have told her -.-

I WANT TO GO TRAINING :( I think I'm growing fat from no exercise + Lava Brownie ice cream! (which is bloody good) + Sara Lee Cheesecake + Pizza (frozen, but surprisingly good). Oooh and the super sweet oranges too! :D

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